2024-11-19

Yesterday: 2024-11-18
Tomorrow: 2024-11-20

19 Nov - Tuesday

01:08 Can't wait for tomorrow

Well, today I ate a packet of sugar with vinegar after BPed for the second time. With vinegar bc I wanted to taste sour-sweetness and not just the plain sweetness of sugar.
I bought it with money from my dad, as I shoved my pride deep down my throat and called him.

.me:Oh god, I am getting good at this showing stuff deep down my throat thing, vink

Also, found a lot of cool stuff on my old SD card when I searched for workout videos. Like all the books I thought I'd lost and the screens of my old artworks, even a little animation timelapse which I don't even remember making.
So, as you can see from the text above, I decided to start doing workouts again. It would be nice for my computer-ass lifestyle and mental health.
Because apparently, winter is my depression season. And I've started to feel strange lower-back/upper-legs pain recently.

I was playing the piano,
Playing guitar, drums, and tennis
I was swimming, running, fighting
Rode the bike and skateboard.

Learned Japanese and Spanish
And Korean same time
I was keen on cryptography, translate books, did language stuff.
Knitting, sewing, and scrapbooking
Were my true and only love.

Did photography, stop-motion,
Little figurines from clay
Even baking was my passion
Complex recipes my prayers

Graphic design, pencil drawing, oil, gouache, aquarelle.
Naturmorts and figure drawing were my life from day to day.

Wrote the codes for cities and games
unity was my best friend
Read a hundred books a year,
They all had a different theme

Graphic novels, manga, comics
All the genres even fics.
3D art and animation
Were my favoritest geeks

I've attended gyms and sections
Libraries, board games clubs
Chess was also my obsession, D&D and other stuff.

Nothing from this ever mattered by the end I've realized.
Now I can't find reasons why the hell I even tried.
If I am a such bad swan.

Watched "A Good Girl's Guide to Murder", it was so interesting, but a little too short. I'd like it to have a second season.